Sigh. Fronnie's going back to philliphines in around 2 -3 hours time. I will definately miss her. Shes the longest domestic helper and she knows me the best. Knows what to pack for me when i go breaking knows what to pack for me when i go for my judo trainings in the past. Life at home was never boring with her around. Well fronnie i know you cant read this but just wanna say that we all miss you =) Do take care and have a safe flight. Bon Voyage. =)
ghostly lullaby.... 3:16 AM
Thursday, December 15
Argh. Life is so boring. Everything is so screwed up. Family problems , school fees problems. Knn. My school fees are like 6000 plus for 2 years? Wtf. I havent been breaking due to my injury. I keep pulling my thigh muscle which hurts like fuck.Seriously what the fuck is happening to me. Im getting so pissed with nearly everything. And christmas is coming. Fuck. I hate christmas. Its fucking boring. Shops closes early.Nothing to do. No work. Just quit my fucking job at TRU. Fucking manager. Racist mother fucking cheebye knn hongkan dog. Malay dog. Argh , now even Jessica has found a job. Im gonna be so bored. Tosh nick and dehui are going to Korea for a breaking trip. Cheebye. They also not celebrating christmas. Only dominic chiro and clarence will be in Singapore. Well hope christmas i can spend some time together with everyone else.
I miss my lil bebe so much. Sigh. Wanna hug you so badly sweethearty!
ghostly lullaby.... 2:22 AM
Friday, November 25
argh fuck la. now adays always damn tired. Because of work. fucked up la. mus wake up so early. then work like 8 hours. sometimes even 12 - 14 hours also can. cb. i wanna change job. i cannot stand the manager and all. fucked up malay. cheebye knn hongkan. now so many things happened. The first bboy jam also coming. 4 december at substation. Now because of work , i dont have enough time to train and practice. Dome , nick and tosh keep blaming me. Dehui keep kaopei-ing. cheebye. i so busy where got time to break. at least fucking understand me la. cb. Now because of something wrong i posted on the azn forum. Dome and nick are telling me off. fuck lor. Is like AS IF you guys got nothing against CDS. We all know it. I know it and you know it. We fucking dont like CDS. Samad especially. now you guys are telling me off? Scared i will ruin the name Inertia? Like that i must why quit breaking. Because im having the intention to quit. So you guys fucking give me an answer. You want me to leave? I also can. Like what happened last year in august. Conflict and all those fucked up shit. But the only thing is , i will stop breaking. Because im fucking sick and tired of the scene in singapore.
ghostly lullaby.... 1:40 AM
Wednesday, November 16
I fucking hate everything. EVERYTHING. I feel so lousy. Everybody said yesterday was the best session ever. Everyone improved tremondously except me. Im still fucking stucked and i regressed alot. After breaking went to play pool also i kept missing. What the fuck is wrong with me. I know i dont play such fucked up pool. I play with standard. I know myself. Im not hao lianing but it seems i cant even fucking get a ball into one fucking pocket. Why am i so useless? I feel like committing suicide. I mean it. I fucking dont wanna live in this fucking life God gave me. Its such a bore , its such a pain , its just an agony. I wanna die.
ghostly lullaby.... 3:11 AM
Friday, November 11
Talking to aaron now online. Good to catch up with ya man. Well pierced my tongue on wednesday. The whole thing's swollen. argh. haha well still have alot of stuffs i wanna do. Still undecided. Well. Be back.
ghostly lullaby.... 4:51 AM
Monday, November 7
Argh.im bored. fucking bored to death. Its holidays now and like fuck i needa work. Gonna apply for job at Toys R Us tomorrow at the paragon or forum branch. yup. Maybe breaking tmr with nick. Dont know yet. Well hopefully can get the job. Gonna buy one vans shoe. I fucking like it alot. yeah Gonna pierce my tongue again and have a tattoo next week. Gonna tattoo 2 stars and 1 cross above my pubic region. Well hope to find a good lobang. haha. Yup its gonna be me and sweetheart's 1st year anniversary on tuesday. Love you so much baby.
ghostly lullaby.... 4:24 AM
Tuesday, November 1
Just came home from clubbing last night with aaron , nick and chiro. Clubbed at Home Club. They took over mad monks. Saw alot of my friends there. Saw jules and clinton from st pats. And the RG girls like diane , sherry , Mabel and all. Blah blah. yeah. And i went to dyed my hair. Brown la. Normal. yup. Well gonna sleep now and go sweetheart house later. Ciao!
ghostly lullaby.... 7:24 AM
